…a brief glance…

That’s the song playing in my head…It’s On by Superchicks. I love this song. It’s so get up and go! Which probably isn’t the music one should be listening to at 1 in the morning, but oh well. I am fresh out of the shower and wide awake, why not go with it. To say the last couple of weeks have been hectic and frantic would be an understatement.

So much is going on, at the same time, nothing out of the ordinary, well aside from my whole countdown thing, not much is really new. If that makes sense.

My days are just as busy as it usually is.

Coming back from Salzburg and getting back into the groove of London was a little difficult…especially the work part of it. Instead of chilling me out completely it just heightened my lack of motivation and patience to be there dealing with the same old frustrating politics, I know most of my frustration lay in myself. Mainly because I found it so hard to change my mindset regardless how hard I tried, and in completely honesty I haven’t trying all that hard. All I know is I want out of there and fast.

I moved in with the Lin’s….Gloria, Frank and Noah a couple of weekends ago and it has been great. I am loving the time and opportunity I am getting to hang out with Gloria, the late night talks and early morning catch ups. I feel incredibly blessed by their graciousness. Just as I am grateful for Sherrod and Jaco for letting my crash on their couch for over a month. My roomies, I miss you guys! *sigh*

From the time I arrived from Salzburg my sched has not stopped flying from one plan to the other. Trying to spend quality time with significant people in my life. It has been a blast, at the same time the nostalge is hard to ignore, for in most of our heads we are ticking off the days up there. On Sunday I got a brief glimpse of what the coming weeks may become as I hugged Mei goodbye. Though she will be back just before I leave, it is literally days before I go. Saying goodbye to her made it real. REAL-er than I thought possible. Blubbering mess I became in a moments notice. Ate Ghie, Ate Grace and Mei didn’t quite know what to do with me. I think at that moment the whole ‘BUNSO’ thing spoke a thousand words. Even Ashe has admitted that the pennies began to drop for her too.

Time is drawing to a close. In saying all that, I am excited to be going home. I know that it’s a whole new chapter. It’s a brand new season. It’s just sad that I will be leaving people who have become such a family here in London. I know that dynamics are bound to change, and I will embrace them when they do, I guess it’s just about trying to hold on to a good season while you think you can. There are a handful of people whom I will miss dearly. People whom I do day to day life with. Some more prominent than others…but irreplacable all the same, all equally significant and important.