Ranting about one thing or another, I think I lost…

Posted by Elisa on Saturday Feb 11, 2006 Under Updates

Ranting about one thing or another, I think I lost the plot in the previous Blog. I always start with direction, and somehow get sidetracked. Welcome to my World!!!


Started looking into flights home, and as sad as it may seem, I’m actually getting excited about it. Mainly because I know that this particular season in my life, in London is drawing to a close, for a reason, and definitely with purpose.

If only I could get my butt into gear about getting my gear together. Things to do…
1.) Book flight home
2.) Organise stuff to ship home
3.) Organise getting new person to take over my room
4.) Do a little more travel
5.) Possibly find a Temp Job paying more
6.) See all the places I still want to see in London
7.) Spend quality time with my nearest and dearests
8.) Stop procrastinating!

Feels kind of weird to know I’m going home. It takes me back to two years ago when I realised I was finally going to London. I remember that it hit quite hard , but there was a sense of peace and definite excitement about it. Going home, definitely has that feel to it, which is why I am more than confident that I am progressing to a new season. I am soo going to miss a fair few people. They know who they are. Without these significant people in my life here in London, my stay would not have been as fruitful…for some as CHALLENGING! =)

I feel so incredibly blessed to have had this opportunity. To have had the support I’ve had to follow this dream of mine of coming to London for as long as I can remember. It wasn’t just me that got me here, but my Family and Friends who have done nothing but encourage a dream, I never thought I was brave enough to reach. Almost two years later, so much has changed, and I hope that I have changed for the better, that I have become perhaps a little wiser. A little more responsible, with a better vision for what I want in the years ahead. I feel that in the last year or so new dreams have formed and new goals have been set. I thank God daily for the clarity he provides not only when I need it most, but most of the time I am able to decipher, and with the prominent people he has placed in my life, I receive confirmations.

I know that when I go home, it’s not going to be as I have left it. It would be naive and somewhat silly to think that the lives I left behind would be the same, that friendship would be the same, relationships…in many ways, I almost hope not. I plan to come back with the intention of new beginnings. In saying that, it’s nice to know that there is at least one friendship that hasn’t changed, you know who you are. It?s awesome to see that despite the time and distance, I am still a part of your world. That means more than you could ever possibly imagine. I appreciate that you didn’t put our friendship on hold for my return to just pick up when I came back! For sharing the changes from your world and mine as they happen. Ta Matey!

This weekend Ashe and I are going to hang out and just chill. We’re going to Leatherhead to ‘Mary’ and then head back to mine for some Vegies (haha) and a lot of Dawsons Creek! Yay! Next weekend Ashe and I are doing the whole Roomie thing again at her house, and Saturday evening Nibs and I are going to hang out with Grumpy to celebrate his SURVIVING his 7 hour exam! Should be fun!

The weekends ahead are certainly filling up quickly, and I cannot comprehend how fast time is passing by! I am doing my outmost to make the most of it. Seeing people, and spending time with friends. Seeing places. I am truly enjoying hanging out with J & C. They are my saving graces at work, for without them, I would be rocking myself back and forth in a corner! =) Thanks for the laughter guys?Paris is going to sooo ROCK! Mental note to J & E, throw C into the pool!

Well, with only 20 minutes to go, I think I’ll sign off. Head on upstairs at 4:15 on the dot and hang with my homies! Hehe!

Have a great weekend!

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…if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived…

Posted by Elisa on Friday Feb 10, 2006 Under Updates

That comes from one of my favourite movies of all time… Meet Joe Black! Which is really weird because some people find that movie so dark. For me, I can’t explain it. I just love it. This is the whole quote…

“I know it’s a cornball thing, But love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. And I’m not hearing any heart. ‘Cause the truth is, honey, there’s no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven’t lived a life at all. But you have to try, ’cause if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived” Meet Joe Black
It’s one of those quotes that just makes your heart go ‘Awwww!’ Brings a sense of hope and promise for the hopeless romantic that lives in all of us. This quote is right up ther e with
“…anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life and love shouldn’t be one of them…” Dream for an Insomniac
I watched Dream for an Insomniac for the first time in a really long time the other evening. One of the rare nights that I am home early. Jumped into my PJ’s and just watched. It all came back to me why I loved that movie so much. Can’t eloquently put it into words, but I just love that movie!
For those that have never seen the movie, let me give you a brief …it’s one of those typical romantic chick flicks, Girl is cynical till proven otherwise when Boy walks into the picture and literally her world of Black and White becomes Colour. You laugh, but it’s part of the film! From the moment go, there is a deep connection, attraction between Frankie (the Chic) and David Schrader (the GUY! Segway: Admittedly, David Schrader has now become a TERM for a certain type of guy who falls at the top or the hierarchy)). They bounce of each other extremely well and there is an undeniable C O N N E C T I O N between them. Frankie begins to fantasize over their possible future, till it is revealed that he has a girlfriend (I can hear definitive murmurs of ‘Don’t they all?’ sniggering in the midst) Though there were no promises between them, David feels it necessary to apologise for not being up front about having a girlfriend, and points out that he is happy with her…Molly Monday, the girlfriend! Frankie then challenges him with…
“No, you’re safe with her. Do you love her David? Like really love her. When she’s been away the whole day, does she make everything okay the moment you see her…”
Okay I had to paraphrase as it’s been awhile! On the night before she leaves for LA, she makes it a mission to
“…Circum Navigate his heart till he’s anchored on all sides…”
Not an easy feat for anyone! David denies their connection, opting for the safety of his Molly Monday! Frankie leaves for LA broken hearted, much to the dismay of her best friend Allie, who knows she will have to deal with her friend. Alas, as all romantic chick flicks go…with the exception of MOST Barbra Streisand movies, they end up together. David realising that he would rather live with passion that with his Molly Monday! Awww shucks! Tissue please!
Since Valentines Day is around, I thought I would do a tribute rant about the over commercialised day, and no I am not being cynical. On the contrary…call me CUPID! *grins*
Going to lunch for now… might add more later. Till then… Adios!
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…bored…

Posted by Elisa on Thursday Feb 9, 2006 Under Updates


I sit here at work, as usual in a state of disaray and utter frustration *insert e banging her head against the wall here* – I suppose in hindsight it’s good. It makes the thought of going home even more promising. I can’t exactly pinpoint which part of this place actually brings me great displeasure, but whether it’s this, that, or all of the above, who knows?
F R U S T R A T E D ! ! !

I was hoping to be somewhat deep and perhaps even a little meaningful, and infortunately, this is just going to be one of those rants that I have become known for.

So it’s OFFICIAL…I’m coming home. Finer details such as what’s happening in between the now and the departure date have yet to be confirmed. I have Paris planned for March. I’ll be going with J & C, which will be fun for sure. Unconfirmed plans is Prague with Sherrod. Might spend a weekend in Milan allowing enough days to be able to do a day trip to Venice. My all time favourite place in the world, figured may as well take advantage of the perks of being in London, so close to everything!I would love to do Greece, but I may have to save that for the next time I’m in Europe, as funds are somewhat limited.

Weekend was pretty good. Got to spend some time with Sher, we watched a really sucky movie called Derailed. For those considering it…don’t even! Put it this way, I ended up taking loo breaks when I didn’t need to it was that bad! The best part of the evening was of course getting the opportunity to just hang out with Sherrod and talk. It’s been awhile since we’ve talked talked so it was nice to be able to do that. It was nice to just be able to bounce off to her and vice versa. Especially the God stuff.

I got to lounge around Saturday morning, which I am seriously going to have to stop if I want to see and experience the places I want to check out before I go. Might finally go the Dali Universe this weekend. Then meet up with Ashe and head on over to Leatherhead come home for a mini DC marathon. Hmmm! Saturday afternoon I went to Noah’s 1st Birthday party! That kid is sooooo cute! And no, I am not at all biased as Auntie Elisa. On the right is Amaris…who is equally ADORABLE! Sweetest little girl! And right now you’re all pretty much freaking out that I have gotten over clucky, more than the usual…Oh well, what can I say hey! Just comes with the package.

Sunday was as always an early and a long day, but in saying that it is hands down, the best day of the week. It’s the day I get to see my kids, see my buds and be in God’s house. Had dinner with the girls after the last service, which is always fun. We missed Mei tho!

And now it’s Wednesday and the week is almost OVER! Yay! The saving graces of being in this place is C & J… thank God for the humour and solace they provide.

Well…I’m over the whole blogging now. Gotta go!

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…friends who are…

Posted by Elisa on Thursday Feb 2, 2006 Under Updates
‘Sisterchicks!’
This is one of my all time favourite photos, with two of the numerous people who as my friends, have made a huge IMPACT in my life.

I have been feeling somewhat reflective and nostalgic of late. Perhaps, it is the uncertainty in which I find myself, despite the sense of peace, it feels like a little part of me is almost watching my world from afar, assessing, whether or not I’m ready to move on. Constantly, I am seeking for the next step, and that process is proving to build the patience I lack.

Moving to London, remains the experience of all time. The most LIFE ALTERING experience. As hard as those first months were, and some days that at times still creeps up, I can’t say I am living with an ounce of regret.

It has been such an EXPERIENCE and JOURNEY, and every obstacle that I may have faced was/is a learning curb. I am learning to trust my instincts and the root of things planted in my heart. Though it’s somewhat FRIGHTENING, there is an undeniable sense of peace, when I take that step.

I feel incredibly blessed to have been surrounded with amazing people who have made such an impact in my life, whether or not they know it, regardless of how long they have been in my life and whether or not they are still around, they have been a blessing.

Ashe has been and continues to be a huge blessing in my life. She’s there all the way as I sit through and rattle off the same conversation over and over again.

Ashe has the most compassionate heart I have ever met, and it’s only fitting that she is an OT. She is constantly an encouragement to me, and her faith is phenomenal, even when she thinks she’s not feeling all that faithful. I have been so blessed with a SAFA sis in her, and in the truest essence of the word.

Sher, in a word, has been a GIFT. An unexpected one and with the way we had come together, was totally God ordained. I’ve said it time and time again, but I don’t think Words can ever express the place in my heart for Sherrod. She has been such a lamp-post (if one can say that) ready to guide me when needed, and so often does. She encourages and challenges me, and I am confident that despite time and distance in our future, I have a friend and sister for life!

In my lifetime, I have been blessed with guys who have played a prominent part in my life. Being in London, it seems that has continued…and I am so grateful! C has been, at the risk of sounding a little melodramatic…a saving grace, especially at work! He has assumed the position of my designated older brother at work/London. Pretty much there listening to my every whine and whinge about everything! Providing humour when needed, and tell you what, in this place, it totally is. More than that, for just being his FEDZ self.

What’s with the sop? Well, after much prayer and contemplation I have come to a decison… I’m coming HOME!!! Yep, come end of June, I will be there for the Sydney Winter, which rather funnily enough will be like the London Summer. How did this decision come about, one asks? Well, after many weeks of total frustration at work, a great evening with my beloved Connect Group, I received a lot of confirmation with regards to this pending decision, and after the initial statement of ‘I’m going home’ what flowed out from Crystal, Jeremy, and Sherrod, was pretty much nail on the coffin if I had any doubts. Will go into details a little later.

Anyways…feeling a little loss for words, so signing off for now! Have a great weekend!

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…weekend rambles…

Posted by Elisa on Wednesday Feb 1, 2006 Under Updates
‘Trios Amigos’

Can you believe it? January is ALMOST over…actually it is for some of you already! What a month! It’s kind of a little scary to think how fast time has been passing! The words, ‘OH MY WORD’ springs to mind. In terms of Job Status, and VISA possibilities, it’s currently on the QUIET front. The whole deciding what I really want to do, would probably be helpful right now. There are distinct paths I am deciding on, and there are plans, I know nothing about, however, the only thing I can do is take the opportunities presenting themselves to me at the moment, and see where that takes me. More on the whole June thing later.

Welcome to the ASYLUM to my new bud Jacks aka NIBBLES/HUNGRY! Your presence in HC has been welcomed and totally appreciated! What boring lives we had before you came along! It needs to be said though, you, me and Grumpy are a bad combination. Lunches, After Hours and every minute in between hasn’t been the same since you arrived…in a good way of course.
On Saturday Lori arrived and we hung out with Nibbles and Grumpy! Went to Gourmet Burger Kitchen, which was really cool, despite the whole, no wheat, no dairy thing for me. Fallafel Burger, hold the Bun…now there was a strange sentnece to say at a Burger Joint, so I just pretended I was one of those poor suckers that was Wheat Intolerrent. They still looked at me funny, but then again look at who I was with…excluding Lori of course. =)

So this is what the normal burgers were like…mine, without the Bread, Cheese, & etc looked…well, it was too depressing to take a picture of. Just kidding! Mine was pretty good, aside from the looks I was getting from Grumpy Boy because of the amount of greenery in it! It was a big plate, and there was a lot of VEGABLES! Hmmm! Not at all craving Pizza right now! 18 days to go…
After much deliberation we decided on ‘Rumour Has It’ as the movie for the evening, except, we had about an hour to kill time so we did what was fun at the time…now would you really call these people for any kind of assistance? You’d be surprised!
This is my Bud Jacks at her very best!Now who couldn’t love that face! The rest of the evening went prety well. The movie was somewhat typical. In that Romantic Comedy kind of way…no no, that is not the cynical in me coming out, just an observation. I think I may be losing my passion for romantic comedy. I’m sure it’s a phase that I will soon pass.
We had a blast, but these days it seems that when the three of us are together, it is almost inevitable that HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER errupts, usually at the expense of the GRUMPY OLD MAN! (GOM for short). Needless to say I have numerous ‘war wound’ as a result.
It was nice to have Lori visit. To see that she can come and go, and each time she gets to know my friends a little better. Despite the banter, and physical violence between the Trio she seemed to have enjoyed the evening.
Sunday was another fun filled day with my KIDDIES, who are soooo CUTE!!! One of them, the cutest one ever, if one indulges one’s self in a slight hint of favouritism…Noah is turning 1 next Monday and he’s having a 1st Birthday Party on Saturday, which will be loads of fun!
Monday, Lori and I spent the day wandering around London like a couple of tourists and as we walked along the Thames, I was reminded of how much I loved London, and how much I still want to do and see. We spent a couple of hours in Tate Modern, and checked out the IMAX, watched Polar Express on 3D.
As I walked around London, I was given the opportunity to soak in the atmosphere (and a little smog). London was my toughest challenge to date, and to be able to just walk in it, no longer scared, or frightened, or even be uncertain, was an amazing feeling. God has totally brought me to rise to my challenge, and he has certainly brought me THROUGH it! I love London, I love what it signifies! I can see that as I wait somewhat uncertainly I will be taking more opportunities to make the most of it. See what I still want to see. Experience what I still want to experience.
Today my Bud and beloved future Roomie Ashe got her JOB and is no longer in the VISA limbo! Praise God! As you can see such things are common around here. So many people have already come and gone. Sad, but seasons come and seasons go, and if I have learned one thing, it’s that Seasons end…the only way to experience it is by embracing it wholehearetdly, heartaches and all.
On another exciting note…Nibbles, Grumpy and Dizzy will be going to Paris in March! We’re all BOOKED!!! Yay! Disneyland here we comes! It’s going to be FUN! If Craig only knew what he was getting himself into.
Anyways, best go! Will write again soon. New photos are posted, so just visit the Photo Album when you get a chance, the link is on the very first blog entry!
Be blessed. Peace Out!

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Random Thoughts on a Wednesday Afternoon

Posted by Elisa on Thursday Jan 26, 2006 Under Updates


That face pretty much explains it all really. This is what I currently look like while at work. Consensus tells me so. Admittedly, it’s one of my favourite pictures, as it looks like a friend! Except doggie has more hair.

Well, as my sister rudely pointed out today I only have a few months left till my VISA expires. The nerve hey, forcing me to face reality as I unashamedly deny such claims…I wish. Despite my efforts to the contrary, plans for the coming months have been forming in my head. Possibilities, Opportunities, Possible Direction have somewhat been swimming in my head for the last month, it has consumed me in an indescriable way, when I was trying NOT to think about it, I was. Not to say I was panicked or anything, for I truly believe in the purposes and plans God has in stored for me, and totally welcome it. The lil ‘unknown’ planner in me just wanted to get the ball rolling.

One of the most overwhelming things with regards to this is the fact that I had no Plan B. I was holding on to the sheer hope that I would get sponsored by HC…judging from the COMPLETE lack of communication anywhere in this company and the blatant dead pan responses I was getting for my plea to get out SWITCHBOARD, it was CRYSTAL CLEAR that I had to entertain the thoughts that maybe doors were closing for me for a reason…and I needed to address that POSSIBILITY, and PRONTO.

As I sat here at my desk, literally and figuratively banging my head against the wall from FRUSTRATION, BOREDOM and sheer ANNOYANCE a voice pretty much spoke in my ear. “What if you go home? What will you do? Entertain THOSE possibilities, and I did.

This is what evolved?

If I don’t get sponsored, and quite frankly I don’t want to be sponsored doing the CRAP I am doing right now. It’s almost as challenging as ‘Would you like some Fries with that?’?it’s doing my head in! *sigh* I digress!

Anyways?If it turns out that my Visa reaches its completion without an extention, then I can spend the next few months traveling, and doing all the things I need and want to do. As well as start shipping stuff home, and trust me, I have accumulated way too much ‘VALUABLES?’ in my short time here. I want to travel in my last month, so hopefully HC will at least keep me till the end of May! *insert image of banging one’s head here* After that, spend my last couple of weeks with my dear friends, doing the *gulp* the Goodbyes. Then head back to Sydney. Try and find a job, work my butt of for 8 months before going back to Uni to either do my Graduate Diploma in Education and specialise in Early Childhood (Nursery School Kids) or do the 3 year degree specialising in that field at the University of Wollongong. Yes, I have missed the sunshine and the beach?don’t know where you guys get that idea from? Hopefully the graduate diploma thing is all I need to do the Early Childhood, but I wouldn’t mind doing the whole Uni thing again, seeing as I would finally be doing what I want to do. (segway: Amachi, do you need a Trainee Assistant for a few months?)

That’s pretty much how far I have gotten with Plan B. Which admittedly, I am not completely opposed to. As I said, if doors are closing for a reason, then I need to make the decision to close it and follow the doors that are open for me. At the end of the day, if I study teaching, whether for a year or three years, at the end lies a career.

More than anything I am enjoying every moment to it’s fullest potential. I have run my idea past my Mom, and my sis, and a couple of friends. I have been discussing these possibilities with my closest friends here, whom, despite for the obvious reasons would be opposed to it, have been super supportive. Some are more reluctant than others.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I don’t want to go back, and it’s not that I want to leave. For now, I am trying to be sensitive to the greater plans and purposes that is paved for me and just listening for the direction in which I am supposed to take. I’m not partial to one more than the other, both holds strong arguments.

I have totally enjoyed my time here, and I have loved the people who have been positioned in my life. It amazes me how one circumstance has led to another.

Anyways?more thoughts later!

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Happy New Year … It’s 2006

Posted by Elisa on Friday Jan 6, 2006 Under Updates

‘For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future’ Jeremiah 29:11

Happy New Year! As the cliche goes, can you believe that a whole years has passed and a new one just began? How time flies (yet another cliche)! Seeing as I cannnot access my old journal, I figured, with the New Year, let’s start a new one.

Brief summary of the past year? Hmmm, well there was a small portion of traveling involved! Yay! Though no where near enough, I was blessed enough to visit Italy (again), Paris (a couple of times), & Cologne for the World Youth Day!

I suppose the best way to sum up the year, isn’t where I went, but the people whom I was lucky enough to have been positioned in my life. People who have made an incredible impact in my life, in one way or another (some are subject to interpretation of course..hehe) The circumstances and experiences. With only a few months left in my Visa and the uncertainty that looms in my HarperCollins future, I am somewhat forced to ponder and look back on how amazing and completely blessed these last year and a half been, for which I am completely grateful. To look back and see how one part intertwines with another, and how one season has transitioned into another ever so swiftly, with such purpose and grace that it can only have come from God. Even times of trials, as I look back I can see how it was necessary as a platform to get to the next stage.

I don’t have to name you guys, to those I am aiming at you know without a shadow of doubt that you’re a part of those I am referring to. In your own ways, each of you have challenged and taught me so much. From compassion, intergrity, patience (some by mere practice *aherm*) and so much more than I can even begin to put into words.

One of the greatest lessons I’ve learned in the last year, is that Seasons exists…like all things it has a beginning and an end. Some things have a higher shelf life than others. Not rocket science, but it’s amazing how it’s a daily lesson for me. In more than one area of my life.

I know that my season in London will too come to an end. When it’s time, I am confident, I will be ready to go, but if there’s one thing I have learned about this trip. As much as I had it all planned in my head and even heart, it’s not what I had concoted…it exceeds far more than I had ever imagined, in more ways than one. Not to say I’m at all ready to go home right now, I trust that if I am meant to stay, it will happen. Ashe and I have been talking extensively about this, for reasons we would rather not acknowledge, as the reality of it is actually a little nerve racking…

I celebrated the festive season with Friends who have definitely become family. Christmas eve after the Christmas Service was spent at Ate Ghie’s house for Noche Buena! We were up till almost 6 in the morning and were fast asleep till well after noon. Let’s just say my ties to the song ‘How did you know’ have not faded as proved that evening when the Karaoke mike was handed over. For the girly cousins back in Sydney, and Ate Rose/Ate Nora especially, you’d be proud to know that I sang ‘I Can’ and ‘Evergreen’ in your honour.

New Year’s Eve the Lil’ One’s joined Ashe, Tamsin, Aunty Lorraine and myself at Sherrod’s house for dinner and funnily enough…more Karaoke. When the Lil’ One’s left,we headed over to Waterloo to watch the fireworks, which was nice, but admittedly I had reached homesickness by then. It seemed weird to be out and about…there was a part of me that just wanted to stay home…but I am glad that I didn’t. It was a great experience…that is if you didn’t mind ringing out the New Year with about a million others.

Now I am back to work, and it has to be said, aside from my lunches with my friends, and daily banter with Craig, being here totally does my head in. I know politics exists everywhere, but why oh why do I always pick em! I feel that a lesson lies here and until I have learned it, I will be here. I feel totally unchallenged and frustrated by definitive double standards that is ever growing….lessons lessons.

As for the ever popular topic of my non-existent love life, aside from the relapses that naturally happens, I am more than happy, and content at my singlehood. As Ashe says ‘Boys are just trouble’…hehe! In all honesty, no one has really made my heart beat faster, nor weaken my knees. Without that? What’s the point? I have long since vowed ‘…anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary life is a waste of time. there are too many mediocre things in life, and love shouldn’t be one of them…’ I am lucky enough to be positioned amongst married couples/couples in general who are clearly meant to be together, as a reminder that I will never settle. I am blessed to have friends who share the same sentiments, and one in particular who reminds me that good is good, but it’s not the best. Which isn’t saying that I don’t have or appreciate the random ‘kilig’ (goosebumpy) moments…it’s just that I have yet to meet that …. can’t eat, cant sleep, over the park, home run… kinda guy. Call it silly and naive, but I believe when the time is right, it will come and God will make sure I know, and until that time…that go ahead. Every guy is ultimately a FRIEND… (I just heard my cousins protest all the way here!) …not to mention some of my friends…who should know better!

Anyways…I think I have rattled off enough. I will try to keep this blog updated more. Hope all is well with everyone. Have a good one. Much Love! Be blessed!

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I’m back…

Posted by Elisa on Wednesday Aug 31, 2005 Under Updates

…as most of you already know!

The rest of the World Youth Day flew by in a blur. Wednesday Team Henrik, slowly yet surely made their way to the Chocolate Factory. The words ‘Hi ho, hi ho, it’s off to the Chocolate factory we go’ hummed in my ear as I walked excitedly towards the big block of chocolate (the building didn’t look like chocolate, but as we walked towards the building in anticipation, it started to look like one) It also occured to me that I was singing the wrong song, so I quickly changed to ‘Oompa Loompa Oompa-di-doo…’

Our excursion to the factory was way cool. There was a chocolate fountain, and product lines in process, in which we stood back and gawked at, occassionally wiped the drool that inevitably rolled from the side of our mouths. To my disappointment, I saw no Oompa Loompa. Not a one. There goes another childhood fable!

Thursday and Friday we were serving in the Cathechesis. Thursday afternoon we walked miles and miles to get a glimpse of the Pope, (all 0.1 mm of him from where we stood)The one of the two days in which it were sunny we hiked from one end of Koln to the other, in my head played ‘I will walk 500 miles, and I will walk 500 hundred’….so annoying! However, got to see the Pope (if one can call that seeing) and managed to soak up a lil colour. Friday night a few of us from the Team decided to head out into Bonn Town Centre, with big plans of a nice hot meal (living on bread rolls alone had somewhat taken it’s toll by then). After a much needed nap Friday evening, we were all ready to go. Dominik was literally licking his lips in anticipation for Fine Cuisine, after more walking looking for the perfect place to dine, considering all budgets and dietary needs, where do we end up? Go on guess….

Yep… McDonalds! Don’t even go there. Dominik and I, refused to accept defeat and actually went for another walk around Bonn in desperation for a place to eat, but in the spirit of Team Solidarity we reluctantly, and defeatedly walked back to McDonalds, where yes we did have a hot meal. A happy meal to celebrate the moment.

Saturday, we were happy for the sleep in. At that point, 8am was a sleep in. We got ready for what we knew was going to be a big rest of the weekend. We left Marienfeld bound at 11am. By 2pm, we were stiill in transit. At this point at the back of some random truck, because of course, Marienfeld was 5km (minimum) away from civilisation. Finally we get dropped off, backpacks and sleeping bags in tow in the middle of nowhere where all these vans were waiting, for the thousands of volunteers. We were on Transport duty, therefore we were being deployed (and that’s the correct term, trust me) to our posts. An hour after deployment, it was realised we were posted in the wrong posts…so hike we went to our correct posts. Lucky for me, I was paired off with Dom and we had some laughs.

By the time we made it to our, place of slumber, also known as the patch of damp grass in which we were to reside in for the next few hours, since there was only a couple of hours left of darkness by the time we got there (as a result of comical – now comical cause it wasn’t that evening, series of events) To say it was a little hard to get to sleep, is a little bit of an understatement. Freezing conditions, damp grounds, over tiredness, what more can a girl ask more you ask. So at 3ish I joined Dominik in his lap around the camping grounds where literally a million people lay on the ground. Finally after 4am we crawled back into, by then, damp sleeping bag. Thankfully, that no longer mattered and we passed out eventually. Hours later Henrik’s sing song voice ‘Elisa, good morning’ taunted me from small patch of warmness I had finally found after a lot of wriggling. Soooo not impressed. Even less so when Dom and I headed over to the water station to wash our faces and brush teeth, to realise the lines in not only the water stations, but the Port a Potty’s! Now, if you know me, you know, I don’t do Port a Potty’s! I would rather hold it in risking a bladder infection rather than walking into one of those things…but when you gotta go, you gotta go. With the parting words of ‘Just don’t look in, you can do it’ (or something to that same effect from Dom), I gulped and stood in line.

The closing mass was really cool. More than a million people gathered for the experience, and there was an awesome atmosphere that was hard to describe. There was a unity, and link that was formed from the days spent together. I got to see Dan, Mary, and Jeanette one last time, which was really nice. They always represent a piece of home, and it was great to see them, if only briefly and sporadically. Unfortunately Lorena and I, despite our many attempts did not even get a glimpse of each other. That evening we said our first lot of goodbyes. I sadly waved at Dom as he boarded the bus Sunday night, my partner in crime. Our very own Frodo. That evening when we finally got home, after 10 hours of waiting to get home…let’s not even go there! we had our last team gathering in the Cafeteria, where a definitive sense of feeling that we were incomplete lingered.

Monday morning Henrik snuck away very early, without a goodbye to his team…slacker! To his defense, he tried to say it the night before, but we said we would try and see him at breakfast. We had the closing ceremony for the Volunteers, which was a lot of fun. Then they played ‘We are the World’ and the waterworks began. Tanja and Lenka burst into tears, which pretty much started what was left of our team. Saying goodbye to everyone, wa sa lot harder than I had anticipated. Finally at 9pm, there were only three of us. Lenka, Marek and I were staying at the building where they held registrations only 10 days before, we were to be sleeping on hard concrete floors, but hey it was warm.

Tuesday morning Lenka and Marek waved me off on my train bound for the airport where I was dropping off my luggage because I refused to lug it for the 8 hours before my check in. Once I dropped it off, I headed for the Centre of Koln. Wandered around, window shopped, then found an internet café to pass time in…at that stage I was soooo exhausted that I just wanted a corner to pass out in. Thank you to those who kept me company in MSN messenger as I waited for time to pass slowly by.

Finally by 9:45pm, I was on the train, bound for home, with only two bus rides ahead of me, I was relieved. All I wanted to do was take a long hot shower (can you blame me?), and sleep on my newly washed sheets and somewhat comfortable bed *sigh*, what a satisfying moment that was when I finally got in there.

Needless to say I slept most the day, the following day. However, I was productive, did all my washing, grocery shopped, even made myself something decent for lunch, it certainly didn’t involved a bread roll, I tell ya! Brent walked in not long after I put my groceries down,back from his own Euro Trek, so we were able to chill out for a couple of hours together. Which was nice. I’ve missed him somewhat of late, and it was great to just chill with him as I tried to verbalise the whole experience. That evening Bek arrived, cooked dinner and we hung out and caught up while Dawsons Creek played in the background.

Being back at work was a nasty slap of reality I really didn’t want. It was nice to see that nothing has changed *insert sarcastic roll of the eyes here*.

On Saturday Ash and I headed for Webley stadium, very early in the morning to go to the ‘Fellowship Festival’, Lord of the Rings Festival. It was sooooo cool. I can see my brother, sister and Sue shaking their heads at me. But hey, it was really cool. Got to see cast. That Craig Parker is cute hey! Too bad he died in the Two Towers.

Sunday Joyce Myers was in the house. Sooo cool. Was in KidzChurch most of the day, but the buzz traveled. As always, Sunday was another great day in God’s house.

After the last service we went out to dinner with Brent’s parents who were leaving the following day. Afterwards I went home with Grace and we stayed up till 6am. We eventually got up, went shopping for B’s present before heading over to Hyde Park for the Picnic. It was such a great day. Nice and sunny. It actually felt like summer.

Now it’s back to this place, I like to refer to as ‘place of character building’… FUN FUN!

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WYD Experience…so far!

Posted by Elisa on Tuesday Aug 16, 2005 Under Updates

Saying goodbye to Harper Collins for almost two weeks didn’t exactly bring tears to my eyes. I do miss my buddies and you know who you are. After spending a couple of hours ironing and packing, I was more than ready to go by the time the cab arrived at 2:30am. Got to Victoria a lil after 3am and caught the Gatwick Express to Gatwick. Needless to say at 4:45am, when I was checked in, I was somewhat at a loss of what to do next. So what’s a girl to do but hang out at Mickey D’s till boarding time. Got on the place hoping to snooze and of course i happened to be sitting next to someone who obviously had bladder issues considering I had to get up three times…hello, it’s an hour flight!

After an interesting experiencing of trying to get to registration, ie: getting hopelessly lost with many others…we were faced with a very long line which last hours. I met a couple of girls, and we hung out. After we got our things a few hours later and had lunch, we parted ways, bound for our own accomodation places.

Of course, mine wasn’t going to be opened till 5:30 so I had to kill a couple of hours outside with a few others. Let’s just say I am not exactly charming with no sleep…but one did her best.

Met my team and got settled…acoomodation = Gymnasium Floor with about 150 other people. That sleeping bag sure came in handy! Worst of it all….COMMUNAL SHOWERS!!! Hence, I shower in the middle of the night. My team consists of mostly German’s which sure makes my three sentence German Vocabulary a little inadequate. My team and I are beginng to bond and we spent most of the day yesterday laughing. Admittedly I was the instigator of silly giggling. But, what’s a girl to do! Did the job…broke any ice that still needed ti be broken. Today we had a free day so we tried to wander around and do touristy things, but it’s pouring like mad. Got to climb the St Peter’s Tower thing. 509 steps…hmmm…halfway through it occured to me that I was afraid of heights. Good one! What was one to do but repeat the words ‘I can do all things…’ over and over again. When I got back down my knees were shaking and a toilet run was more than necesasry!

Tomorrow we begin our tasks….not that we know what they are just yet, but blessed are the flexible!

I ran into Dan, Jeanette and Mary by accident while waiting around for our Food rations (the fun part of WYD, the many lines), I just saw Mary and realised who they all were, and I screamed out Dan in a less than a lady like fashion and just like a really bad and cheesy scene from a movie we ran to each other in slow motion before hugging. Soooo funny! It was sooo good to see them. Brought back memories from our time ins Italy!

Lorena arrives today and we are going to be in touch via texts, but she’s stationed about 2 hours away so chances of us seeing each other are looking rather slim at the moment.

Anyways, I better go. I am doing fine. Having a good time meeting new people. Today I travelled back to the accomodation on my own, which is a plus since the whole German Transport system is confusing. Hope you’re all well…update coming soon.

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…so long…farewell…

Posted by Elisa on Friday Aug 12, 2005 Under Updates

Hey Everyone! Just so you know I will be off from work till the 24th of August. I am leaving for Germany for the WORLD YOUTH DAY tomorrow. Very early in the morning, try 3am! Joy!! Am I looking forward to it???? Heck Yeah!!!! Heard there was a chocolate factory that needs to be conquered!

….Hope you guys have an amazing couple of weeks. Hopefully I can find an internet café to keep y’all updated. If not you’ll hear from me when I get back. I will still be contactable via text on my mobile. +447931525978 (So Dan, hope you check your e-mail. I want to see you in Germany!) Lorena, sms me when you arrive Sunday. Hopefully we’re in the same town. Or at least close to each other.

Everyone else in London, Sydney, Phils, I’ll miss you and be thinking of you. Be blessed.
Much Love,
xx E/Lis/Cooks/Kie

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